What you do in your house is worth as much as if you did it up in heaven for our Lord God. We should accustom ourselves to think of our position and work as sacred and well-pleasing to God, not on account of the position and work, but on account of the word and faith from which the obedience and the work flow. ~ Martin Luther

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Winter Quiet



Well, the computer problems that have been plaguing this household for almost two months seem to have all been stemming from a bad outlet that the computer was hooked up to.  As I understand it, the bad outlet kept shorting the computer.  Matt was finally able to replace the outlet last night (and get the computer back in working order working his magic) so, I really hope that was indeed the problem- and that it is now fixed.

Back a few months ago, while in the throws of gardening/canning season- when I had no time for anything but stuffing food in jars or bringing in another haul from the garden- I comforted myself by telling myself over and over "Wait until January to be creative.  In January you will have time to make things." And I would chug along dreaming of that day when I could curl up in a warm house with a big yarn project and crochet by candlelight.  I would dream of getting out the sewing machine and spending the quiet evenings making skirts, a dress for myself, and a few quilt tops.  Ahhh- come quiet January evenings!

Enter: reality.

January is a few days shy of out the door and it has been very unproductive in the creative sense of the word.  No major yarn projects completed.  Zero sewing since Christmas, though my machine stands at the ready, even now, at a makeshift sewing table right in the living room for that elusive "quiet moment".

I think in the midst of spring planting, summer tending and autumn harvests, I forget how busy winter actually is.  A different sort of busy- more of a being busy just surviving than anything else.  But still busy.  Winter goes something like this:  Bring in wood.  Haul water for animals.  Feed animals.  Feed fire.  Snow removal. Feed people. Repeat ad infinitum.  Thankfully, I have a hard-working husband who does much of the above for me much of the time.  But my own chores are leaving very little time for creating either.  One good lesson learned from being without a consistent computer for a while is that I now know it is not because of 'computer time' that my to-do list never gets done.  It is because there is a finite amount of time to work with and an infinite amount of things to do.  Mathmatically speaking- it would be impossible to accomplish everything that needs to be accomplished.

This is good news!  It means I am not a failure! (Which is what I often find myself believing.)

The beginning of January brought a stomach bug in the house which made for several putrid days and nights, many quilts and sheets needing laundered and a sign on our front door that said "SICK HOUSE-NO VISITORS PLEASE".  I will say, anyone whose house is in the unfortunate throws of a stomach bug need only to run to the store to get (or better yet, have their husband bring them) a blooming hyacinth to make it alright.  It was my saving grace.  (Remember this, husband!)

We took down our Christmas decorations a few days after we celebrated our Christmas with Matts' side of the family on January 10th.  I took it all down while Matt was sick.  The next day both littles came down with the same  and I felt the house too drab and dreary and unpleasant a place to be (whether it was the lack of Christmas shine or the sickies, I'll never know) so I marched back to the granary and got a few strands of the newly packed up Christmas lights and brought them back into the house.  I needed a bit of...sparkle.... so we still have Christmas lights up and I don't feel bad about it.  Not a bit.  In fact, I brought in a strand of red and white lights from our tree and will use them for Valentine's Day.

I still hope to get some creative juices flowing outside of my head and into my fingertips.

Despite my January track record, I still fully intend to MAKE something.  I think I'd like to make something clothing-ish.  Something vintage-y or maybe a bit Scandinavian.  Something for myself though little girl projects are always easier.  Come to think of it, I did stumble upon a tweed in my fabric stash that would make the most darling pants/vests sets for my boys for Easter.  And- I can't stop thinking about making a stripey quilt using subdued colors- rose, gray- interspersed with a few bits of embroidery that I can never seem to pass up.  I have quite the pile of embroidered bits that I need to get out of my drawer and into the world.

 I have exactly four days to get a Christmas present made, write three more letters and somehow figure out how to have a date night with my Mister in order to keep my monthly resolutions on track.  Can I do it?  I bet I can!

I am happy to be back at blogging, my friends, and dreaming with you.  Hopefully, I won't be staying away quite so long from now on. xoxo


Mrs. Bowen said...

Glad you're back!

Anonymous said...

So happy to see you back! Have a blessed day.

Terri said...

I was just thinking that I hadn't seen a blog post from you in awhile and was wondering if your computer was giving you fits. Glad you are back and I'm sorry to hear you've all been sick. I just spent the past 5 days at my mother's and they all came down with the stomach virus. I told her, "No offense, but I want to get out of here before I catch it!" lol Have a great rest of the month, Rebecca.

Robbie Parker said...

Yay for awesome husbands who can fix things! So glad you are back. Im sure you can do it all in the next four days! No problem! Have a wonderful day and I look forward to your next post!

Rain said...

So glad to 'see' you again! January is a tricky month. It seems so long, and with nowhere to go it seems like so much will be accomplished. I've only knit a few rows here and there and barely managed any reading. Glad you're all feeling better.

Sheila Jubera said...

So glad you are back...sorry to hear about the stomach bug. Nasty things they are. We've been lucky this year...only colds so far "knock on wood". But my creative juices are not flowing yet either...I keep hoping. Hugs!

beth said...

xoxo right back atcha! have missed you lots.

lovely photographs - - those of your two youngest, together? so, so, so sweet!

Leah T. said...

So glad to see you back and catch up with what your January has been like! I was beginning to worry a bit, though I wondered if your absence was due to computer woes. I even sent you a message through Ravelry this morning to see how you were doing! :)

We had the stomach bug here, too. Noah got sick on Christmas night. Six days later, Samuel got it. Within the next two days 7 more of us got it! And within a few days of that the last two finally got it. It was a rough couple weeks!

I've been doing a bit of crafting. I completed my first "knit for hire" projects for a sheep farmer in FL. She wanted two pairs of socks! Then I needed to darn of pair of socks I'd made for Scott. Now all I can think about it fulled (felted) slippers for my own freezing feet! Oh, and baby things! :)

We actually got our seed order placed a couple days ago! It's the first time in a very long time that we actually got them ordered with plenty of time to spare. LOL

I guess that's enough for now. I really do need to get a letter written and sent out to you.

Again, so glad you're back! :D

...they call me mommy... said...

YAY! You are here!!! :D I must say I am insanely jealous of the owl wax seal!!! :D Bless you!!!

Reformation Acres said...

So I've been (painfully slowly) reading through the Hidden Art of Homemaking. And when I visit you here, I'm certain that you've read it and applied it to your life. Both you & it inspire me to make more lovely surroundings for my family, an area where I've abysmally failed since having moved. :)